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I am.

  • Ayu Alias
  • thirth april 1990
  • SBM-NYP
  • and i rant what i thought


    I want.

  • that Roxy backpack
  • a trip to Bangkok
  • Rip Curl purse
  • holiday!

  • I read.

    `anita `aqidah `ayuni `carlsson `didi `fiq `fiqah `huda `iffa `jaclyn `janice `jannah `mamafai `missy `natasha `qiu ting `ryan `saliz `sandra `shafiqah `shalen `shazarifah `sherlynn `shazwani


    I treasure.

    January 2007
    February 2007
    March 2007
    April 2007
    May 2007
    June 2007
    July 2007
    August 2007
    September 2007
    October 2007
    November 2007
    December 2007
    January 2008
    February 2008


    I Credit.

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    Wednesday, February 06, 2008
    The place is gone.


    I still still can't get over with my store closure. And really it hits me just now, how BV plays a significant part in my life. I just realised that i hang out there loads of times, when im alone nor with my friends. Shit, and i was alone just now, the sound of having to wait 3 hours for Izyan at school was unbearable. C'mon, what does that school have to offer in the first place.

    And there's no more BV. Like i used to sit there for hours, nevermind if they are really long. And im left stranded just now. I resort to going Orchard and sat for a hour in front of Ngee Ann City, watching people throwing crumbs to the pigeons and that scared me off and watching a baby and the father sitting on the dirty ground playing cars.

    And to think i forget that i could have met up with Sarrah who happened to be working at a brownie factory there and i've could have just heed to Brandon's condo at Newton. It took me so long to realised that.

    Anyway, had a meeting at Capital Tower with the VC partners. I hope they come to their senses now. I had fun with my BV partners. We will still call ourselves bvians okay. We bitched alot just now especially with the current heated issue. Haha. Then surprised Fana at DBS. I miss working with her and we could tell she wasn't that happy working at DBS and not coming with us at VC. (Who wouldn't?)

    And really i talked alot for today. Before reaching my house, saw Nigel and Sarrah and we chatted by the playground like almost a half an hour. The moment the lights at the path was off and it was really getting dark, i left.

    Nevertheless, it was fun meeting the people i love.


    i'm done with this 12:30 AM